Trying this again..

Trying this blogging thing again..
 Well needless to say my life is anything short of fabulous or even remotely sane or un stressful . But I will always make the most of it. I'm giving you a little insite on a day in the life of a city girl in a small town. My life is like a roller coaster and I'm not quite sure when the next drop is coming. Lately I have been really down in the dumps just watching everyone be all happy and excited with where their life is headed, what school they are at and of course their love life. Now I am not the type of girl that is always in a relationship but when I see all my friends happy with a significant other and sharing all the memorable and romantic times they have together.. I get kind of lonely. And when I am home alone on a weekend or weekday even it really hits hard. It doesn't help that this small town of mine is in the middle of nowhere and I can count my friends that are a reasonable driving distance away on one hand.  I am now debating on weather or not I chose the right college to transfer to or much less if I should really be in college.. I have never been a school girl and can assure you I never will be. I really want to drop out and just travel the world trying to make a difference. Even if I am dirt poor knowing that I have made an impact on one persons life would make everything worthwhile. Now let me get a little happy here because I sound like I am writing my death note. I work at a bar that my dad owns and it has gotten me a lot of incredible connections for my future marketing degree and I have met some of the most wonderful people on the face of this planet. Recently I went to one of our waitresses weddings with some great friends of hers that I was well acquainted with from our thursday trivia nights. One couple has a daughter my age and a son who is 24. I had always thought he was kinda cute but getting to know him at the beach with out the stress of work on my back was awesome. Needless to say I left with a crush. He started chatting with me slowly and we have gone on two little date type things. He is so wonderful and I am so happy. I am hoping things go somewhere so wish me luck. I am getting happy again and life couldn't be any better. Always remember no matter how bad or hard things get it can always be a lot worse.. but most of all.. ALWAYS MAKE THE BEST OF EVERYTHING.

Here is one of those 5 friends in driving distance that puts up my crazyness..

XOXO, Jess