Stress...

Letting stress get the best of me the last few days. It almost cost me a bad midterm and quitting my job. I figured out how to handle it.. I just cried and cried and cried. I felt like all my emotions that I had been bottling up for the past few months just blew the lid off. I could barely think straight and was contemplating a lot of things. I just had enough of life last night. Then I texted my best friend Nicole. She helps me though a lot of my daily struggles and since I met her has been by my side through a lot and been my partner in crime. It sucks that I can't go drive to her house when I am in a bad mood but I know she is always a phone call away. Any ways, she helped me though this most recent struggle and gave me some encouraging words. She always knows how to put me in the best of moods. I fell asleep after I calmed down and when I woke up this morning to take my midterm I felt like a huge weight was lifted off of me. I knew what I had to do on my test and I felt like everything was falling back into place. I guess I always let stress get the best of me and tell myself that next time will be different but I always do the same thing. I wonder how long it will take till I figure it out. So if you take one thing from reading this let it be to just take a deep breath because everything is going to be just fine. You can make it.

XOXO, Jess